just wanted to migrate a couple of things i thought were nice…<\/p>\n
monday, november 20, 2000<\/p>\n
nonasyllabic<\/p>\n
i’m thinking too hard about numbers.
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and every time it comes to this,
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trouble reigns supreme, lording over
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me, laughing, singing, dancing, gloating,
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like victory is its already.
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but still i fight, though not inclined to
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do too much, waste too much breath this time,
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i’m tight-lipped and short-winded despite
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my nature, my wordy roots and blood.<\/p>\n
monday, november 27, 2000<\/p>\n
octasyllabic<\/p>\n
stomach upset and lame, loud love
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souped up, disarmed, chances blown off.
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i’m lonely like i haven’t been
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alone before, like i don’t know
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what this loneliness will become.
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like my visitors and all my
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visitations resolve themselves
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into weekends of depression
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left alone at last and feeling
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like it’s all just time lost to me.<\/p>\n
remember winters come and gone
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and lived through, and died through, and done.
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but some days it’s as if i’ve not
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ever made it through these long months
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with their shortest days and longing.
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but i have and took with me skills
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i need to make it through again.
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so where are they? why do I forget
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the most important things I learn?
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