{"id":646,"date":"2005-01-20T03:35:00","date_gmt":"2005-01-20T09:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/?p=646"},"modified":"2005-01-20T03:35:00","modified_gmt":"2005-01-20T09:35:00","slug":"back-when-i-could-write-part-eighty","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/?p=646","title":{"rendered":"back when i could write (part eighty)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>again, trolling the old blogs, found this from 6 November 2000 and it struck a chord..<\/p>\n<p><!--StartFragment --><br \/>\neveryone is either dead<br \/>or damaged<br \/>or married<br \/>or me.<\/p>\n<p>sleeping and dreaming<br \/>or tossing,<br \/>turning<br \/>in fear.<\/p>\n<p>it&#8217;s simple to think<br \/>these thoughts<br \/>have never<br \/>been thunk.<\/p>\n<p>but i try, i&#8217;m trying.<br \/>eyes burning,<br \/>body floating,<br \/>never knowing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>again, trolling the old blogs, found this from 6 November 2000 and it struck a chord.. everyone is either deador damagedor marriedor me. sleeping and dreamingor tossing,turningin fear. it&#8217;s simple to thinkthese thoughtshave neverbeen thunk. but i try, i&#8217;m trying.eyes burning,body floating,never knowing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-646","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/646","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=646"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/646\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=646"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=646"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=646"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}