{"id":122,"date":"2002-06-20T18:30:00","date_gmt":"2002-06-20T23:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/?p=122"},"modified":"2010-10-19T23:49:01","modified_gmt":"2010-10-20T04:49:01","slug":"122","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/?p=122","title":{"rendered":"Gone are the Days"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Gone are the days&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>too much change, my eyes barely staying open<br \/>\n<br \/>bored in spite of it all &#8212; i&#8217;ve seen change before<br \/>\n<br \/>there&#8217;s nothing new under the sun &#8212; the sun&#8217;s not even out<br \/>\n<br \/>i&#8217;ve got too much to complain for and not enough<br \/>\n<br \/>to keep me awake through the day<\/p>\n<p>blessed are we who we are &#8212; blessed are my yawning<br \/>\n<br \/>cries for help, my pickled panic button worn thin<br \/>\n<br \/>from obsessive fondling and perhaps excessive pushing.<\/p>\n<p>can i even face these people another day? can i ever turn around and say, alright, now i trust you again&#8230;trust you to fuck me over again&#8230;trust you to let me handle my own way my own way&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gone are the days&#8230;. too much change, my eyes barely staying open bored in spite of it all &#8212; i&#8217;ve seen change before there&#8217;s nothing new under the sun &#8212; the sun&#8217;s not even out i&#8217;ve got too much to complain for and not enough to keep me awake through the day blessed are we [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[45],"class_list":["post-122","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-scrap"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/122","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=122"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/122\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=122"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=122"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.illinoir.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=122"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}